(Most of these I've asked myself or found online. This I asked myself.)
I post so many status updates on Facebook, and if you pay careful attention/happen to look at just the wrong time you'll see statuses I post in the heat of the moment and delete as soon as I hit post.
I'm a very volatile person. I have a lot of very intense emotions which for the most part I'm able to keep contained. However, like a volcano, I have to let off steam fairly often to keep from "blowing my top" completely. The emotions I feel intensely aren't just anger. It's everything. I can't just... keep it in. I can't just ignore it. I can't just.... deal with it on my own, for some reason. I've tried.
I've tried writing about it in word documents, and filling a folder. I've tried counting to 10. I've tried soo many things, but I have so many things erupting in my head that I need to let them out. With some of them, I don't care if I get a response. That's not the point. That's not even the point of this, though I hope it does become interactive someday soon. The point is to keep my "temperature" at a decent level. The point is that I LIKE to share these things with the world, the universe if you will. I'm well aware that most people don't care. If it annoys them, they can uncheck me from their subscriptions.
I like sharing. I like being an open book. Why? Because that way people will know where I stand. They'll know me. I have difficulty explaining myself, otherwise. I don't like things being on my mind, it feels like they ferment or boil.
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